I see you in nature

but fuck it, how do I really know

We are but molecules

We are just star stuff

I can reason and think

but I don't understand

This alone cannot imply faith

I remember the times where I cried out to God.

I felt comfort after...

There were times I prayed

he answered...in the positive

I read apologetic books

They affirmed my worldview

Then came post-modernism

Empiricism

utilitarianism, idealism

and every other philosophy under the sun

All is forgotten...

I read opposing views

I argued finer theological points

all-meaningless

Now I've lost the faith of my childhood...

God I cry out...how does my soul worship you?