Dear Lord,
Just writing this prayer is dishonest.  If you are there, open up my ears to listen for logic and rationality have caused me to question everything.
Lord, I feel more at peace by walking away from you, contrary to what your followers have told me.  My search for truth is unending and I am happy resting with the truth that I will never know the answers.
Please be with my family, I'm afraid they will worry about me.
Your Human